Jabba, welcome to the market, where you learn what you are made of lol.
With time you can domesticate that monster inside you. I've been on this about 7 years and sleep like an angel.
And i just buy, buy, buy. Sometimes i sell lol. Seriously, don't like to short - only if it is necessary, not because of a price drop, i love learning new interesting projects.
SEC/MAID is for long. SEC began with 0,5% of my portfolio. Now is at 10%.